Tuesday, December 15, 2009

a disheveled bit of loveliness has exited the scene

one of my ap art slides
this week is starting to eat me up
and swallow me.
everything is falling on me and i am suffocated.
(figuratively AND literally)
my mother and i agreed that the broken zipper
to my choralaires dress
was "the damndest thing" we ever did see.

oh man.
this week i've had the additude
where i am just thinking "does anybody really care?"
how am i special?
how am i different?
how am i the same?
how do i fit?
i feel like there is no place for me.
at all.
and i don't really know where to go.
some dissapointing news has brought me sadness.
i need to keep in mind
that my God is near.
and prayer is powerful.

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