let's be a little more fickle

please?
do we really change our minds that often?
annoyed
left hanging
but i'll get over it
eventually.
.
.
.
today, two loves and i went to my home
and sat on my bed to rest for a minute
3 hours later we woke up
sometimes an unexpected nap is so wonderful

the jackpot was hit on our trip to nowhere

my friend gretchen
and i discovered this weekend
an old building
with a large amount of "junk".
we agreed each object had its own story.
she helped me adopt an old turquoise and yellow door.
the paint is chipped.
it has personality.

ugh tastes like myself

i feel kinda like
a big bucket of ugh
i will take 5 minutes
to wallow
and then continue to go about
my afternoon.

an eery exploration

jumping jacks in the next room.

This is Rebecca.

What a big heart she possesses.

Went wandering today

with two beautiful souls.

captured many memories.

.

i'll do jumping jacks in the next room

and wash my muddy feet.

.

.

.

Dear Idiot,

I can't stop.

Let's be comfortable.

Sincerely, mecie

measured in coffee spoons

London Eye

Big Ben

.

.

.

would you be so kind

as to lend me

some self control?

i frequently find myself

with my heart on my sleeve.

cliche.

but truth.

and then when i have a hurt

i put it away for safe keeping.

but it always finds its way back out.

idiocy?

i think yes.

a teaspoon full of london. more to come. . .

double decker.

anne hathaway's garden. (the shakespeare's wife kind)

guard.

on the plane.

.

.

london was magical

it felt right.
to be there.

i wish i could have stayed there forever.

want to go back one day.

i'm extremely exhausted.

and very confused.

sometimes it is difficult to have friends

who are all so different and opinionated.

i try to go with my own gut.

but my gut says to put myself in their place.

so I end up just agreeing and being pulled into

different pieces of mecie.
oh dear.